JOGGING~~~hehehe...

hye y'all..

well in my new years resolution i might've mention about losing weight...hehehe

well...i'm working on it though...hehe....today i skipped one of my meals and went for a jog

this evening...hahaha...its a HUGE accomplishment...regarding to how i used to eat...

i hope the result will be satisfying coz now i'm really psyched...hahaha...abt loosing

weight...so now...i;m gonna cont working out....and u shall here from me on the next

entry..(DUH~~)

~ADIOS~

~CUIDAR~

IT IS NEVER TOO LATE~~

hey guys....

how r you all....?

haha...its been a while hasn't it???

well...as always i'm buzy with classes and stuff...and we have new subjects this year...PE(physical education) and IS(Islamic studies)...haha...i can say that both are a bit heavy on my shoulders...as i am not a sports person....i'm neither a VERY religious person...

hahaha...

well....life in this Institut is still the same...the same old rules....the same all people...but awesome lecturers...although we didnt get the ones from last sam but they are equally AWESOME..hhehe....and to spice up things.....the KPLI came in like 3 to 4 weeks ago...and it was fun seeing them..i mean finally someone who had experience from somewhere better...hahaha....that is a sweeping statement...

and another thing...my Arabic Teacher from UKM finally got an offer as a KPLI student in the J-QAF unit here......i'm really2 happy for her...hehehe....but she'll be comming in after the mid sam holidays....till then k Ustazah......

other thn that i can see many glamorous guys in the KPLI..haha.....finally someone to look up to...they are not the stereotypical guys i can say...they are the metrosexual i would say...hahaha...anyhow its good to have someone different here...hehehe...

ok moving on to the next stuff...

hmmm....

OH YA!!!!!!!!!!!

I CAN'T BELIEVE I DIDN'T POST ABOUT D'S AND FERA'S BIRTHDAY!!!!!

ok... fisrt diandra's birthday...

we celebrated on the 10th of jan coz i wont be in the mood to celebrate on the 11th because of....hmmm...nvermind...just leave it......so we decided to go to pizza huts....when we were in jusco...we felt that pizza hut is boring sooooo....change of plans...we went to KENNY ROGER'S INSTEAD......~~hmmm...but it was fun though..hahaha....SOO MANY SIGHTS TO BE SEEN...IF YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN~~~(omg it rhymes!!!)

ok the we were sitting and actually we have planned earlier that after ordering the food and all...fera would act as though she wanted to go to the toilet(but she will go to the bakery and buy a cake instead)...and so it went with the flow..and the thing could get any more perfect when Kamil was in jusco too..sooo....we D had this preception that fera went to see kamil thats why she took a long time in the "TOILET"....hahaha...poor D....then i have to salute fera for this...because instead of her bringing the cake she gave it to the manager of the restaurant...so they..after we were done with our dinner....the qhole KENNY ROGER'S CREW came with the cake and they sang HAPPY BIRTHDAY....its was the most perfect moment...hahaha....and D actually shed a couple drops of tears...ahaha.....it ended up everybody in the restaurant singng happy birthday..hahaha....see D we love you that much...<3<3<3....i>

but we really had a great time...THANK YOU GOD FOR GIVING THEM TO ME~~

haha....and moving on to fera's birthday...

actually i'm feeling abit guilty because so it happens i was having a fever on her birthday...sorry ye fera....so the night before i slept early..and the next day i had to spend like 4 freaking hours in the clinic...(I WITH ALL BRAVERY THAT HAS BEEN GIVEN TO ME AM DARED ENOUGH TO SAY THAT I HATE GOVERNMENT CLINICS!!!!)haha...ok.so as soon as i came back i wished her happy birthday....and just this morning i gave her the gift which was a super glamorous bracelet...hehehe......and that afternoon we went to KLCC..

ok...dunt want to say much abt that because i really regretted because..sorry D and FERA..its not because of you guys...but i was feeling the worst that day..(TU LA SAPE SURUH PEGI....DAH TAW DEMAM DOK JE LA HOSTEL, TIDO )

hmm..hehhe....i think thats all i can say....

we still owe FERA a birthday celebration....

ok...and ANOTHER MOST IMPORTANT THING IS.... about the speech I made in my class...its was a risky and most of all a very controversial one..hehehe....i just cant help my self...i'm sick and tired of seeing the way people treat...not me but people like me....u know what i mean right???hehehe....btw i'll be uploading the video of that speech into my V-BLOG...hehehe

and just for your info...i'll be having exam in 2 weeks time so wish me luck guys...i really need them..haha....please2 pray for me....

hehe...

ok finally..i cant wait to finish this sam..haha...

WHY?

1) when the holidays start i'll be spending the whole time at home...hahaha....around that time i'll be an uncle....and i want to spend my time with my little nephew(INSYAALLAH)

2)cant wait to be seniors...hhehehe.....well...thats just an overstatement...but i would like to see the TESLite juniors...hehehe..

so i think that is all...i think this is the longest entry i have ever made except for the assignment part..hehe...ok guys....i think i'll stop here....

~AU REVOIR~

~PRENDRE SOIN~

p/s:

-ABG SYED, I MISS YOU VERY MUCH...TAKE CARE YER~~

-ABG AND KAKAK...KALAU BALIK CAKAP....KITE POWN NAK BALIK SAME...

-ABG...TAKE CARE....AND NNTY KITE AKAN BAGITAW EXACT DATE BILE NAK DTG KL NAK BELI CAMERA...

-KAKAK...TAKE CARE...HOPE TO SEE YOU SOON.

-MAK AND BAPAK..I DONT SAY THIS ALOT BUT I LOVE YOU VERY2 MUCH

what do u think when u heard or saw the word "freedom"??

what do u think when u heard or saw the word "freedom"??

Answer here

My New Year's Resolution

Hi my readers...

there are about 7 minutes for 2011 to come...hmmm...

hahaha....in this post i'm gonna state my resolutions for this year...hehe

Overall

1. to see that loosing about 35 KGs is super hard..i'm gonna try to loose some weight in 2011..no specific amount...just some...hehehe

2. make sure i pray 5 times a day...

3. lessen the junks in my lappy

4. always take the high road...

5. dont respond to drama queen stuffs...hehe...

ok now for the monthly

(now its 00:00)

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

hehe

continue...

now for the monthly resolution...

Jan : -finish with brother's wedding and save some money...

-get a great start with classes...

-bapak's bday

February : - start a healthy diet

-get my self organised

March : - wake up super early...

- get the cam

april : - wish her birthday..

call AIMST gang...

May : -buy myself an iPod

- that fella's birthday

-expecting someone...haha...

Jun : -do something for kakak's bday...

July : do something for abang's bday...

August :may have to serve the country...

be nice/help the juniors///

the rest i will continue tomorrow coz i need to start packing now...leaving to school tomorrow...

My Dreams part 2

Hi yall…its 3.17 pm and I woke up an hour ago still haven’t ate anything…and am having a headache..Arghh…hate it when this happens to me…hehe….btw as I promised before I’m gonna continue with the last post…its about my dream right..hehe

Hmm…now its 6.30 pm….i don’t know why but I’m getting lazier and lazier by day..hmm.. I guess I have to find something interesting to do…hehehe…

Btw…continuing with the dreams..hehehe….

It may seem that I’m happy doing what I am doing right now but deep down in my heart….i’m not…hmmm….why u may ask???Bcoz I’m not following my dreams…

You see…born in a typical Malaysian family…I was raised to be practical….well…I am always practical but sometimes I believe that there’s more to life than to think that living safely…sometimes you have to take risk…and its good because it’ll build up your confidence level…

Its true you know….well..i always wanted to be a fashion designer. But why the hell I am not being what I wanna be???? Let me explain..back to the I was born part..well I was born in a family whereby things which are not comfortable won’t be discussed…and the idea of me getting into fashion studies is considered an uncomfortable thing…so no one has ever discussed about this..:(

Hmm…but by time I must fight for my rights…I must win my dreams…I know I have to…for the sake of my happiness…it may sound selfish but its not…coz everyone should do what the desire….to accomplish great victory in life…

But I don’t blame my parents…bcoz I know its hard to raise children and its not easy to go one second without thinking about their future…I know that…and I love them sooo much…

Its ok though….now I know what I should do and what I should not do when I have children of my own…

Ok..thats enough for the emo part…hehehe…now…I really envy them who has brought their dreams into reality…Hatta Dolmat, Rizman Ruzaini, Nik Erwan Roseli…hmmm…

Nevermind…I’ll be like them one day…will I???hmmm…I do n’t know…this thing is really getting me down…I am learning how to make simple garments and coutures..but I have a feeling that I wont be like them….its ok…as long as I can have the knowledge of fashion and as long as my interest don’t fade away….it’ll be all right…here are some photos of the fashion designers mentiond above…J

a list of Malaysia's top designers

Nik Erwan Roseli

Rizman Ruzaini

Hatta Dolmat

i think thats all for now...and i hope in the future you all will support me in what ever that i do...thx...bye yall...toodles~~

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~XOXO~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

My Dreams part 1

Hi y’all. Its holidays and I’m getting bored as time goes by slowly. haha.

But not for this coming two weeks...it’s going to be hectic...

hmmm....

but leave that aside....

in the last post i may have expressed myself about my past and how i feel about my friends back in school...to those who understood...u know how i feel about them...for those who dont...well...good...

hehehe..

now... i'm gonna talk about my dreams...

hehe

when i was in standard 1..my dream was...ummm...wait...uuhhhhhh...hmmm...well i cant remember it until i am in standard 4...Then, i wanted to be a teacher....hehehe...

the n when I was in standard 6, I was introduced in the world of doctor…the medical once…

My Dad always talk about me being a doctor and all and by form 5 I was interested in fashion design…haha….

Its three different scopes there..hahaha…

Anyways I did my foundation in science for 1 year and I was really determined to be a doctor…

But somehow that didn’t worked out….

Sooo I got into maktab..to be a teacher…an English teacher…

Hehehe…

For all of you out there..

u may think that aww..finally he achieved his dreams…it was his first ambition…blah…blah…blah…

hahaha…sorry…

of course I wanted to be a teacher at first…it’s the easiest job in the world(not really)..and u don’t have night shifts…u don’t have to be ON CALLS…in don’t have to go to school in the middle of the night….

But in reality…its not my dream job…

From form 5 up till now..i always wanted to be a fashion designer…

Fashion is my passion…

I don’t know why but now I’m out of word to describe how I feel towards this thing…

I don’t know how to expressed it in word…maybe bcoz I’m tired and I need some sleep…hehe…

Its 4.07 am….and I’ll be going to bed…I shall continue after I wake up…gud night..and sweet dreams…

to be continued today evening...J

My Past

My Past

i made this poem just for my friends back in school..

it describes how i feel towards them and

how this also describe how much i appreciate my friends now..

no matter how unpleasant u are...

and for those who really understand the meaning u will know...

how was i in school...:)

i worked hard in where i was before,

and become one of the ones who had more,

apparently i am forgotten,

in the memories that i hold rotten....

i show gratitude to my acquaintances,

for showing me ur true tangents,

i learn more and more from the days that past,

thinking how ur fictitious will ever last..

now i know, i am no longer needed,

for all of you who have succeeded,

now i can value the power of the ALmighty,

for now i am very gutsy...